we sometimes wish someone loved us the way we want to be loved, and yet we do not notice those people that do...

-just watched S Diaries and it was an okei movie.

relax... hindi ka makakagawa ng matino kung lahat pinoproblema mo...

Yesterday, after the Sunday Mass we attended, we went to Tito Banjo's place to give them something. They weren't there so we just left. Dad made a wrong turn and realized it too late, so we made a U-turn. And then, we saw it. Mom and Dad had been trying to look for a nice house that we can buy so that we won't shell out cash on rent anymore. I knew they have been targeting QC for quite some time now, and they've seen some nice places. We haven't seen those places they've been to, so we just thought they're not that serious. But then, we saw this house. It's new and spacious. 4 bedrooms, 5 bathrooms. A garage fit for 2 cars. Near certain establishments. All in all, I think its a great place. But one thing still bothers me. Im not sure if I agree on them buying a house here or would I rather have them buy a house at Base View. Well, either way, do I have a say on that matter?

don't know. need time to think. need help also.

after waiting for one whole day for a rectangular piece of plastic, its already here. my not so flattering license.







wonder when i'll be a certified driver...

I do. I want my Edward Cullen. NOW!

I'm feeling it again. The depression, the loneliness.

I wasn't that way a week ago. Heck, I wasn't even this way 3 days ago.

But all that changed. I got to finish the book I was reading, which, take note, I started a day and a half ago. I wasn't that fast at reading novels. I always like to read a part first, imagine it playing in my mind, then continue reading. That's why I was slow while reading the HP series. It took a lot of imagination. But this one, "Twilight", was different. It wasn't that hard to visualize, it was romantic, it was cute, it was perfect.

When I first heard about it from Rica, I wasn't really that interested (sorry Rica:D). I just thought, "Oh really, that might be good. Maybe if I have time, I'll try reading it." The vampire thing didn't really stick to me. I just knew it was a recommended book and so I placed it in my "to be read in the future" list. I almost forgot about it. It was our topic a week ago (well, the movie was). And I saw Mhaye borrow the book from Rica. And then, this Friday, Mhaye asked me if I wanted to have the book, coz she's done reading already. I even commented, "Whoa that fast?" So I got the book. I didn't wanna open it yet coz I have other, more important things to do. Also, I would be engrossed with it that I wont be able to stop reading. But, knowing myself, I wouldn't be contented with having a book and not open it. So I started reading. I think that was Friday night. Then, I was engrossed. Stopped when I realized it was 5 or 6 am already. Had to sleep coz I have plans of going to the mall that day. When I left, I even brought the book. Then, when I got back, I continued reading till I was done by 3 am. Although I only have at most 10 hours of sleep since Thursday, I'm still wide awake. Maybe because of adrenaline. Maybe because of the anger (this is another story). But one thing I am sure of, I am now looking for my Edward Cullen.

Edward: Do I dazzle you?

Oh my... I'm gonna melt...

You know what, from the start, I never liked you. You never had that something that makes you a likable person. First of all, you're such a snob. You think that you're such a great person, well, sorry to disappoint you, but you're not. And right now, you are making everyone miserable because of the mere fact that you exist.



I really hate you... So much...



I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I SOOOO HATE YOU!!!

Am watching High School Musical. Can't believe that this is the first time I saw the first scene. It was ages ago since it was shown in Disney Channel (at least once a month)(and, ummm Rvin always makes it a point to watch it, dunno why... its like this is his new 50 First Dates).

It hasn't been a week since the holidays, and I'm already exhausted. The first few days have been fun, but right now, I'm bored. I'm tired and I don't have enough sleep. Friday night (actually, Saturday morning), I went to sleep at 2 in the morning and woke up at 5 in the morning. Had a nap while we're on our way to the wedding and back. Then because of some delays in Nong Celso's flight, we had to stay awake till 2 am. On our way to Lipa, can't sleep because of my position. When we arrived, they were already on their way to the church. I went with them. The mass was till 5 am. I'm awake till I think 6 am. So I'm awake ummmm, 43 hrs and I slept for at most 6 hours.

Its Dec 24 already. Almost Christmas! time check: 1:24 on my laptop's time. Merry Christmas!!!

I'm having my kilig moments again. It's been months (well, come to think of it, a year already) since I've felt this. Masaya nanaman ang crushlife ko. :)

Another Makati siege. The third for this administration (after the Oakwood Mutiny and the Marines stand-off)...


This government is really a disappointment...

I was absent for 2 days, but its so worth it. I love it there. Good food(na sobrang affordable), and great sights. The beach, wow, parang white talc powder. Sobrang fine. I have the pics at my multiply site.

I'm not that much of a fan, (not like Mich hehe), but I cant help but get excited when we were there. There wasn't a pool of people swarming towards him. There was at most 30 of us there. The bodyguards were nice (not like Apl.d.ap's bodyguards, but thats another story), the MTV people were nicer, and the fans were also friendly. But the main thing was, Josh Groban was so friendly. It was as if he's  just a friend saying hi. He signed autographs and posed for pictures.

And one more thing, we have a picture together. :)

here are the pics

http://bei241.multiply.com/photos/album/10

• I cant believe the sem is almost over. Two more weeks of hell and its done.

Note: Three weeks to go til Dad's birthday, but we still don't have a solid plan for that. It's supposed to be a big event since he's turning 50, but because we can't find time to talk about it without Dad hearing our conversations, there's still zero progress.

Dad already said that he wanted to celebrate in a resort in Los Baños on his 50th. The problem is, we don't have enough funds for that, and it seems a bit weird if we ask Dad to pay for his own birthday celebration. Hehehe.

But I think we can still do it. I hope.

From my recent post, I was thinking about watching a movie. Well, surprise surprise, I wasnt able to.

Nasa CSRC, late dumating sa workshop. Wow, hope I can watch a movie later. :)

165 exam- baka sa Thursday na

170 probset- bukas

170 group probset- Friday

191 workshop- done: YES!!!

191 tech paper- Friday :(

haaaayyyyy Physics life...
take note, hindi pa busy ang week na to, just another normal week...

ang tagal na. nasan na ba yun? hanggang ngaun wala pa rin...

The flour balls. Need I say more??? Okei, so I think most of you wont understand. I'll upload a photo later. :)
Im a bit busy on school stuff. :) Maybe I'll have more time for chika on my next entry...